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Sunday, June 26, 2005
Haiz.. A few hours from now marks the school reopening after the June holidays. I think that this June holidays is such a bore. Nothing is interesting. Well, see what happens in the future to come. I want to turn over this world I'm living in right now. I have not completed my homework yet. You know the usuals. From today onwards, I got to work extra hard as retake of science would be held. Ya.. I forgot about it. I got to study for a lot of tests but I can't recall what test. Im in a hot soup. K lah. Bye
10:54 PM
Shalihin
Saturday, June 25, 2005
Basicallay today I did nothing again. Oh my Gosh, I have not completed my assignments yet. Darn it. N 2 days left before the school reopens. Not going band afterwards. It's such a bore. Going in band is a mistake in the first place. Shud haf followed my heart N join the cybernautics club. But, I only have a month to be tortued there. Finally, I'm going to take my 'o' levels pretty soon. Tomolo muz really chiong to finish up all my homework. Well, I watched a horrifying clip juz now. My heart suddenly felt very week after that. It has indeed taught me a valuable lesson. Correct yourself before you want to correct others. I also leaned that the media play a huge pat in toying with our heads. Many a times things in the media are not what is actually happening. Therefore I want to advise all of as to not just listen to a side of the story. You must be wise to live in this terrible world.
2:23 AM
Shalihin
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Im feeling a little dizzy rite now. Muz be becoz of the hot sun. I followed my brother to play soccer with his friends. It was 0.k. I suckz coz I've stopped playing for years aleady. As I observed. The guys from my bro's class was tying all their might to be able to flirt or attract this girl called Amelie. She has a personality which show a lot of sympathy to others. She's ok. I think that's kind of touching. Tt's why, I want to instill this feeling. But according to situation that is. If I can do this, I would be able to touch people's heart. Hmm.. Then, everybody can be happy. TT's right. Before I die, I want to createan impact to the people so I'm appreciated in that sense. TT's all. Wasted another day today.
9:43 PM
Shalihin
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Y do we fall? We fall to learn how to pick ourselves back up. I muz pick up myself. What am I striving for now? I'm striving to be the gretest entrepreneur ever. I want to make a name for the Malay community. I will make the difference. From now on, I will be more dominant. Well, people might think of it as stuck-up but i will avoid being one. In achieving to do so, I have to face my 'o'level with great courage. I will be the man in charge of the soldiers. I will lead others as well as myself. I will be more determined than ever. I will focus on my 'o' so I can enter a good business school. I will achieve. Yosh!! That will be my ultimate for now. TT's all.
10:32 PM
Shalihin
Monday, June 20, 2005
Hello.. I'm here again. Finally decided that if I want to do sth. I got to do it right. This is the boring phase of life that I'm going through right now.. Everything is so still. Hmm.. What shud I do? Maybe i get to noe more ppl. TT shud drive the boringness away. Okiez.
1:31 PM
Shalihin
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Life.. what is it? What does it mean? Find it out urself. Today, I sit at home doing nothing. Again...
9:02 PM
Shalihin
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Hello.. Blogging again. Today is a brand new day. Started doing nothing until now. I noe now that life is still long. Y hurry things? It's all fated. But we have to work hard to get what we want. If not, it's not meant to be. My life now is like lily on a stagnant water. Tranquil. Quiet. Well.. I got nothing much to share today. Bye2
1:01 PM
Shalihin
Monday, June 13, 2005
Long time no blog.. Haiz. Got some problem.. My router spoil making onli a single computer able to connect to the internet. So inconvenitent. Today, I ponteng my band tutorial. Planned it with Hafiz n Madi. Juz now, ultimate quarrel with sha2.. Got called 'musibat'.. Haha.. Not her fault. I started the fire. Well, I shud go on now knowing that everything is shattered after this battle of ours. Later on, I played pool with my sister. There, met Gadaffi I think. I wasn't sure. I think it's him. The game was okay. So, I won't be going for the game of pool this Friday with my classmatez. Juz want to remain in solitude so that there won't be any new outbreak of such. Thats all guyz. Tataz.
10:38 PM
Shalihin
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Today, went to skewl. Later self-study for mathematics. Hmm.. am I invited? It doesn't look like it. I dun wan to think too much. My creative brain will minapulate and make things worst. Do I have OCD? Oh my gosh!! I dun wan to have that. Dun haf lar.. I'm rather suffering from sleepiness right now. Can't think straight. I went home with Hafiz & Liyana from self-study for maths. Then, bumped into Ismadi. He asked me whether she my gf. I wonder.. Am I 2 close 2 her?? Hopefully not. I dun wan to be involved in such things. Personally, I haf no interest in such things no more. It's not like totally forget bout it but rather want to make sure to get the right person next. Get what I mean?? If u don't.. don't bother to find out.. Okiez.. nite3
12:53 AM
Shalihin
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
I finally decided to change the outlook of my blog.. With a little magic, it work wonders. I dunno. Is it good? If I gather more knowledge, I will upgrade ok. TT's all. I'm so tired. Nite all.
2:07 AM
Shalihin
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Feels like eating sth right this instance.. Suay. Tot got food @ hm. But, turned out otherwise. Nevermind lar.. I also must start dieting. Overweight already. Today I only waste time. I want to study. What is preventing me from doing so. Ahh!! Hehe.. Got food.. haha now i'm recharged. Maybe i shud off my hp.. N take no calls.. Study somewhere quiet. But where? ANy suggestions? Ok lar, I go now.. I wan to revise. Hopefully.
10:30 PM
Shalihin
Friday, June 03, 2005
Ye.. mmg betul.. Yg sudah tu sudah.. Tetapi patutkah aku hanya biarkan perkara ini seperti ini sahaja. Isi hati aku tidak tentu. Kdg2 rasenye menyampah. Kdg rasenye suka. Aku tidak tahu lagi apeyg aku mahu katakan. Aku patut lupakan sahaja semua itu. Seperti peribahasa yang berbunyi, buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih. Inilah yang patutku buat sementara waktu ini. Dalam kelas tadi, aku hanya mendiamkan diri. Aku seperti orang tak betul. Terencat otak. Baiklah. Sampai di sini sahaja aku di sini dengan selamatnya. Aku mempersembahkan lagu simple plan - untitled lyrics di bawah:
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
3:51 PM
Shalihin
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Harlowz guyz.. Im back. The camp is ok i shud sae. Juz a calm one. Ismadi got sick even b4 he attended the camp. Hahakz. Went home today and didn't like all the dust from the renovation for my house. I feel like living in a 5-star hotel right this instance. Then, I did the boring this which i alwaes do. Which is pool. Waste money n all. I juz got the urge to take a ride on the rollercoaster. I want to feel the thrill. In Captain Cook, I said "Thank you Grace" to the waitress. I juz felt my heartbeat going in a faster rate from normal. It was like there was an adrenaline rush. Dunno why. At least, I dare. Well, its not a big a deal after all. Rite? Hmm.. got to go now. Till i c u again in the near future
9:47 PM
Shalihin
