Ninja

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Todae i skipped my band practice. I wonder if nex week kena call out. Feeling quite tired especially at nite I got to go for religious class. I started talking to her already. After how many days of torment. I know I got to stay a distance since I'm unwanted. That's my life. Took height and weight during P.E. Wonder if I get to TAF club. Strangely enough the tall want to be shot. The short want to be tall. Funny isn't it. We are alwaes not contented with what we have. Some people are disabled. Thk god im normal. Nex week self-study start already. Sianz.. 3.30 then can go home. haiz.. I hope she would change. To be better. No wonder I felt tt she had bad influence. True enough. Pity her. Always don't want to hear me out. I, on the otherhand so stupid. Never gave up on her. I now prepared to take and to give her up. I'm stuck in the middle of the crossroads as usual. I want to be good in French Horn. But why am I not turning up for band? The band sux big time now. Got to pick up themselves. From today on, insyallah i wud never skip band. Hope so. If the lazy virus don't get in the way ar. So that's it.

7:07 AM
Shalihin