Ninja

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Haiz.. I feel so heartbroken. I feel the emptiness inside me. I've failed. I've failed to win her even though I gave her everything. What shall I do? Haiz.. I'm in the middle of a crossroad of nowhere. A place so deserted and isolated. I know I can never win her heart no matter what I do or say. Maybe, she's not mine. She belong to someone else. This paper heart have been torn into little bits. Until it could no longer be simplified anymore. What I want now is just to fall in love for someone. Someone who can be a source of inspiration for me. My life have been so gloomy.. haix. todae i went to school. Met new teachers(heven't taught me b4) mrs lim and mr chan and mr pah. It was ok. It's like last year but different people and can have better interaction since two tables attached. Well got to bring newspaper and pencil case. Ate pizza juz now. Song's treat for the Ns. pity Ian though.. had to repeat for another year because of stress. Went to band and the band sux like hell. It's becoming worse than of that that i used to noe.. HAizzz..

12:27 PM
Shalihin