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Monday, January 24, 2005
Today supposed to go band tapi cikgu lepaskan. Dah tak leh tido malam skg sebab terlampau byk tido.
12:34 AM
Shalihin
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Wah.. I'm feeling much better now. Long time never blog. Well, I and her quite alrite already. Well, I noe tt i might not get her. But, as long as she's happy. So am i. Haiz. The basketball board pecah.. Haha. Kesian my sisters. I must moivate myself and be strong. I need to buck up. Tak sangka physics fail by a mark. How can I fail? Si Chan tak ajar betul2 kasi bistu kasi org test. Sengaja nak fail kan kita orang.
9:07 PM
Shalihin
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Today i go skewl. Then got band. Go home wif shasha. The rest left me. HAiz.. I dun belong to anywhere. I used haf her but now i don't. She's everything to me. Herman, that is the boy tt she likes. I noe im no match for him. Im so down.
12:20 PM
Shalihin
Sunday, January 09, 2005
Todae, i went to gym with syafiq. B4 tt, eat n sleep a lot. Im feeling tired now. My arms are especially weak. @t nite, i got to finish my homework so i dun haf to worry to do it tomolo. Hope i can finish it. Then, i got to study physics tomolo for my oncoming test. This year is going to be fast. I must do my bez. In poa class, i feel so bored. Dunno y, juz dun like the 'fun' thing. Troublesome cum crappy. oh well, tt's all.
12:22 PM
Shalihin
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Todae i skipped my band practice. I wonder if nex week kena call out. Feeling quite tired especially at nite I got to go for religious class. I started talking to her already. After how many days of torment. I know I got to stay a distance since I'm unwanted. That's my life. Took height and weight during P.E. Wonder if I get to TAF club. Strangely enough the tall want to be shot. The short want to be tall. Funny isn't it. We are alwaes not contented with what we have. Some people are disabled. Thk god im normal. Nex week self-study start already. Sianz.. 3.30 then can go home. haiz.. I hope she would change. To be better. No wonder I felt tt she had bad influence. True enough. Pity her. Always don't want to hear me out. I, on the otherhand so stupid. Never gave up on her. I now prepared to take and to give her up. I'm stuck in the middle of the crossroads as usual. I want to be good in French Horn. But why am I not turning up for band? The band sux big time now. Got to pick up themselves. From today on, insyallah i wud never skip band. Hope so. If the lazy virus don't get in the way ar. So that's it.
7:07 AM
Shalihin
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Haiz.. I feel so heartbroken. I feel the emptiness inside me. I've failed. I've failed to win her even though I gave her everything. What shall I do? Haiz.. I'm in the middle of a crossroad of nowhere. A place so deserted and isolated. I know I can never win her heart no matter what I do or say. Maybe, she's not mine. She belong to someone else. This paper heart have been torn into little bits. Until it could no longer be simplified anymore. What I want now is just to fall in love for someone. Someone who can be a source of inspiration for me. My life have been so gloomy.. haix. todae i went to school. Met new teachers(heven't taught me b4) mrs lim and mr chan and mr pah. It was ok. It's like last year but different people and can have better interaction since two tables attached. Well got to bring newspaper and pencil case. Ate pizza juz now. Song's treat for the Ns. pity Ian though.. had to repeat for another year because of stress. Went to band and the band sux like hell. It's becoming worse than of that that i used to noe.. HAizzz..
12:27 PM
Shalihin
